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so much to do

but i do it all.

It's a big daze, everything is. A bit hazy and rough around the edges but I think I can see through it.
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alcohol

it's when i'm most honest I suppose. I just wrote a song, and I think it's pretty honest.

drunk

damien rice

cheers darling

anyhow, what is it about alcohol that brings out the honesty? honestly, I just want a fuckin cigarette. a  marlboro red to be honest. dont judge me, i dont even smoke. (that's partially a lie) well, I don't somke anymore. here's another secret, I found a girl that I really like and connect with for the first fuckin time in decades and centuries. And my head hurts. Did i mention that?

A part of me wonders if I'll remember this in the morning. lol I'm just saying that, of course I will. Anyhow, how are you? I'm good thank you. Your a psycho yo. nahhhhh

Whatever, what I really wanted to say is that. Its scicesss pver aufaiosdk cm,d
succeessover everythins ... success. i swilll succeed.
sorry if this blo posth sis h fucked up fgyo
my eyelids are just droppigns. i dont knwo wmany. ilove is such a funny thig. pwuahahaha ... mannnnnnnn di dont eveb know what to think
love
love
happiness
siccess
locegds g

no picture lolas
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pondering my existence

what the fuck are emotions yo?
why do people have emotions?
emotions make straightforward things complicated.
emotions also make them a bit antsy and up in the air.
without emotions people would just work and procreate, i suppose.
thats pretty lame i guess. but still

why do people have emotions? instinct? purpose? iono man

sometimes, i wish i could feel no fear, feel no angst, feel no jealousy, feel no tension, feel no worries
and just do thing, as they were meant to be done. cause then it's pretty happy and good from then on
that's kinda how i feel right now.
but thats lame to just feel the good emotions without the bad emotions.
i suppose the bad emotions help people to appreciate the better ones. is that their purpose?
does black exist just to show how white white is? that cant be right.
one just probably has to exist for the other to exist. thats what everything is... coexistence

and human to human relationships too?
why make them so complicated?
i dislike complicated things, i suppose
straightforward, desensitized me
so aqua
will you be aqua with me?
and just let all it all go
no fear, no angst, no tension, no worries
our existence by itself is enough to fill in all the gaps of nothingness that may or not exist


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guilty

Can I legitimately feel guilty to doing a horrid thing I did in my dream to another person? Even though I would never do what I do in my dreams, the fact that I dreamed about me doing it makes me feel like a villain. I feel like a decrepit and horrible soul inside right now, because the dream felt so real.

My dreams are back to haunt me in different ways this time. The most ridiculous guilt transfer ever.

Fuckin spazz ass mind, why you gotta do this me fuck

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mula

success over errythang
if it's money or die
then we billionaires to the grave
and rockin lv to the tomb


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fuckin squares

2-d cubes having sex

*                                        *                                        *
Of course, it's difficult to put people into little boxes and categories, but for the sake of simplification, that is what I will attempt to do. By no means are any of these exclusive, but just what I see applies the best.

There are five things that make a good rapper great. In no particular order:
1. Sincerity
2. Ease of listening (appeal)
3. Lines that hit (punchlines, 'ohhh shiiiit what the fuck' lines)
4. Skill
5. Clever concepts
6. Bounce/Rhythm (optional)

There are only few rappers with all these attributes. I'll go through a list of rappers that exemplify certain aspects of the attribute in particular, and rappers that are not good at the attribute as well in parenthesis:
1. Tupac/ J. Cole/ Big K.R.I.T
2. Kid Cudi/ Wiz Khalifa (Tech N9ne/ Pusha T/ Cyhi the Prince)
3. Lil Wayne/ Childish Gambino
4. Eminem/ Tech N9ne/ Kendrick Lamar/ Nas/ Lupe (A$AP Rocky)
5. Kanye West
6. Notorious B.I.G/ Andre 3000 (Talib Kweli)

Then there are the follow up skills which are almost necessary, but not in the same grouping as the above:
7. Storytelling
8. Aura/ Mood
9. Vocal Control

7. Jay-Z/ Common/ Mos Def/ Talib Kweli/ Immortal Technique
8.  Nipsey Hussle/ Tyler/ A$AP Rocky/ L.E.P Bogus Boys
9. Tyga/ Drake/ Andre 3000

And then aside from all this, most rappers fit into three categories of why they rap. They are, again, in no particular order:
1. Joy
2. Emotion
3. Success

I'll put in korean musicians just for kicks.

Joy:
Beenzino
Primary
Sanchez

Emotions:
Tablo
Lupe (pre-lasers)
E-sens
The Weeknd
Frank Ocean
Childish Gambino

Success:
San-e
Tyga
Simon-D
Dok2
Lil Wayne
Nipsey Hussle

split:
Drake (emotions/success)
J. Cole (emotions/success)
Tyler (emotions/joy)
Big Sean (emotions/success)


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